okay.. i shall not be affected by the people around me.. some pple are really pissing me to the core..
serial killer, photocopy machines, private investigator..
don't make me feel like my every single action is under your scrutiny... and im so restricted..

i have been asking myself.. to those two people... why me? i seriously need a huge huge venting ground.. before i burst from cooping up all those emotions
and it seriously doesn't mean that if i don't say anything means i don't mind okay..
and i seriously should have told him: o im very good friends with her...
is he trying to plunge me into utter misery? look at the no. of people who heaved a great sigh of relief and turned to look at me with those extremely pitiful eyes?
is she trying to force history to repeat itself and make me explode one more time? im very sure the her is not what you think.. if you unds me.. you will know what im toking abt...


free me from this stupid nonsense before i go bonkers...
no my life aint shit okay no matter what.. the most i will do what im great at... absolute alienation from the whole world... that would rock big time... stop it i warn you... i havent gotten so pissed for a really really long time